Monday, February 07, 2005
window
sun
colors
run.
i look inside
god im stunned
i feel like its me
thats doing this to you
i feel like its me inside
you screaming
making you cry
making you less alive
what about
all the ones
without those
bright
eyes?
daylight
nightlight
scared of the dark
is truth at heart
funny how you can
make things love
and make things hate
and deny reality
though its often great
let things you want spoil
when its clearly
in sight
grass
trees
allergies
sneeze
fresh air and flowers
and my body repells the pair
its natural to care
when its for anything natural
i am weird
keep secrets dont let me know
im scared more to grow
than to die
i want to get away from needing
anything. i want to walk away from this
restaurant. maybe into the road.
ill walk home in the cold. and you
can melt with her in your car. shes
always much brighter when you're around
even if she hides it, - at least she can
i am all that i am. i see her personality
changing, and her speaking has more range
she finds things to say to you
be glad that you're included in almost
everything we do, have done. you must
be so special to her.. it makes me sad
almost to keep her, and to feel so needy.
you distract her from me and my disruptive mood.
and my crude distruction that i do
what a fool
how ignorant
in a bad mood
youre always right
with your angel wings
i cant dance, i cant sing
im your partner on strings
i cut
my
throat
squirt
croak
now
im
better
than
this
just shut your mouth
and music
just shut your youth
and let them use you
whats a parade if no one walks
whats a trade of knowing
a person if no one talks
what are you gonna do to get, if
youre scared?
tell them you want, and if they dont try
you have a reason to cry. this time.
A lie and a farce and a fake;
x 1:24 PM
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