Tuesday, April 05, 2005
deedee is mad at me. i uno know why.
maybe cause im online
maybe cause i said i wasnt hungry
maybe cause we came here
maybe cause im worthless
reading her journal totally depresses me sometimes. she always writes super long shit about what she does at gezus's. or about gezus, or even other people she hardly talks to. she hangs out with me all the time and never has anything to say about that. and when she does, i dont get it most of the time. oh well.
and for your information i thought i seemed overly excited when i saw you at school m' dear. but whateva.
i cant try hard enough.
i cant be good enough.
carly is supposed to call me today. but i know she wont.
there is no food at my house and i feel so guilty. not bread. not milk, not anything besides graham crackers , a bag of popcorn, and a few other things
im really depressed today, i dont know why. i feel exhausted too. i havent really done anything. constant fatigue. i want to throw up.
thursday is my first day working at KFC. yes im going to give people dead animals.
oh well i eat 'em.
i<3ani difranco
i still miss you kendra. i know its my fault, i know you try to call me and all..
i seriously am not worth your time anyhow.
i like the weather. my teeth feel dirty, bluck. gotta do something about that.
A lie and a farce and a fake;
x 12:40 PM
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